June 2013
35 posts
Unless you know a way to ask an anonymous man his identity, I think we're stuck as Hephaestus and Aphrodite.
so if that is the story i might be having a love affair with your brother then. do i know you from somewhere?
when i fall
when i fall,
the drop drags on through timeless cascades.
thought drenched motions
endlessly motioning me
to take notice of what i was told to be,
a battle of fighting with me
deciding that no one is better
but push me downward,
make it feel as though i were lesser.
these eyes that only see
believe that the lives that live
will never be me, because i never have
nor gave any breath to you that you take.
in strides, you move on
left me to let it be.
bringing these soaked hands
to assemble, the person you shoved from that ledge
now frantically focusing to forget the thoughts,
to resemble some person i used to know
bandaging wounds and they’re stewing.
blood clotted patches,
the scratches you left till this moment..
you knew what you were doing.
the remarks you made that i can’t escape.
they return every time another walks away.
but never have I fallen, but every time I dread
taking these emotions and shoving them down instead
Your eyes are almost as beautiful as mine :P Mr. Mysterious
oh are they now mr. mysterious? do i get to ask you questions to figure out who you are?
You're a skyscraper...well that explains my erection *rimshot Do you have any tattoos? Sincerely Mr Mysterious
oh jeez. i have no tattoos, only my one nose piercing. i really would like to get some tattoos but i have one, the problem i am having difficulty drawing them and two, lack of money
You are really cute, would you by chance have long legs? Sincerely, Mr. Mysterious
thank you mr. mysterious. i do happen to have long legs, it comes with being a skyscraper
Swag: I don’t use the transsexual tag much, because the last time I checked,... →
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I don’t use the transsexual tag much, because the last time I checked, it was full of porn. Mostly “traps” as they call it, or “trannies” and “she-males”. Not cool. I hope it has changed now, but I won’t even risk checking.
And I hardly look at the FTM tag, but wow, I checked it recently, and…
Why speak so harshly here. I can agree on some of the terms and the wish for change but at the same time you over look the hand you’re biting. Every transition is different and no one person needs to have the same goals as the next in order to truly be trans.
Education is a must and understand the terminology is a a good way to avoid outbursts like this. It isn’t our place to fight among ourselves at this moment. The world has a long way to come to truly understand equality as it applies to everyone, all people and truly the ideal of freedom. This applies to all individuals, no matter the case.
In being this harsh to individuals who are not quite the same as yourself, you only complete the cycle from whence we came. It needs to end. There is need for education. There is need for understanding both of similarities and differences. But the place to start is always within one’s self. I believe it was, ‘Be the change you want to see in the world.’ Though I understand this is the change you want, it becomes the same battle you already face when handled in this way. Instead, perhaps be that educator, be that individual that stands out and allows the world to see these unique qualities that we possess. But as well, you have to allow others to do the same.
Is it creepy or sweet that a guy who would like to get to know you found your poetry?
i don’t find it creepy at all. unless you found a hard copy, then i might wonder how you got into my room :p. but yeah ha. i am curious as to who you are now
depression
i am pushing the end. i can’t fight this depression anymore. it’s starting to make me not want to leave my bed. it’s killing me inside. everything is overwhelming
Hey, I just wanted to tell you that as insecure as you may be, I think you're so amazingly strong, even just to accept that you can be no one but the person you are. And I think your photos are absolutely stunning and beautiful - I may not know a lot about you, but I know a lot about insecurities and feeling like there's something wrong within us. I know a stranger's words might not help a lot, but know how much love and respect I have for you right now. You're so strong <3 Keep fighting.
you actually brought tears to my eyes. it means a lot probably because not many people i know will tell me these things. i feel i pushed them away with all the negativity that can consume me from time to time and i really can’t seem to help it. it’s just. it’s overwhelming. i am lost with out a kind word from another when my words are far more harsh than anything i have heard. thank you for just sending me this. it really means more than you may ever think
i am.
i’m ugly and freakish. i’m manly. i’m worthless, a loser, a waste of space. i am so unsure of myself. i am weak on the inside and losing strength on the outside. i am dying..
but most of all, i am scared and really, really lonely right now.
time for a break
i am gonna stop blogging for a bit. otherwise all this negativity will end up all over the place. i’d rather just have it explode inside of me. it’s better for everyone if i just keep to myself and continue feeling unwanted, lonely and worthless.
